March 2012
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Stressed.
Napapagod talaga ako. Ilang araw na ako palaging walang tulog. Lumalaki na nga eyebags ko eh. Buti na lang natulog ako ngayon from 2pm-9pm. Bawing-bawi.
Marami akong bagay na kinakatakutan. Naiisip ko pa lang, naiiyak na ako. Naiinis nga ako sa sarili ko kasi napakaiyakin ko. Minsan hinihiling ko na sana matibay akong tao para hindi ako madaling maapektuhan ng mga bagay-bagay. Ayoko lang kasi ng...
February 2012
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“Sobrang adik na ako sayo.”
– Siya
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Extreme happiness could cause tears.
Have you been in a situation wherein you feel that everything seems perfect?
Well, I guess I am in that situation. Everything seems to fall in the right place. I’ve been very happy that I am not asking that much anymore. I’ve been very comfortable with what I have. Someone’s making me happy. That’s what I am sure of.
I smile with all the simple things that he do.
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Kitang kita ng mga tao kapag masaya ka. Iba kasi yung aura mo. Parang kumikinang ang mga mata mo at halatang inspirado ka sa mga ginagawa mo. May mga oras pa nga na magtataka sila kasi bigla ka na lang nila nahuhuling nakangiti ng walang dahilan. Pero sayo, may malalim kang dahilan. Tipong may naalala ka lang, napapangiti ka na kaagad. Gusto mo maging maganda lahat ng ginagawa mo dahil dito...
Anonymous asked: hello beautiful :) wala ako load kaya d ako makatxt at palowbat na dn ako :( namis kta kaya na sad ako kanina. on ko phone ko tas nag txt sayo. kaya aun. ingat ka palagi. i love you mira. -maki ng buhay mo haha. ;p
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Happy Week.
It has been awhile since I posted something here.
It could be because I’ve been very busy with my life outside tumblr. We have quizzes every week and it seems like I do not have enough time reviewing for all of them. A lot of things occupied my time which made me try to stop myself from posting here on tumblr.
I guess, I am also happy with my life right now. Instead of using my time to...
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It makes me feel happy knowing that I could lean...
At first, I feel depressed thinking that things won’t be right anymore. However, remembering that there is a person who is ready to cheer me up and who won’t leave me whatever happens gives me strength to continue on fighting in life. Let us admit that we could face all the challenges without anyone by our side. However, having that someone makes it easier for us to get by our daily...
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Yung feeling na siya perfect sa quiz tapos ako parang mababa. Nakakahiya lang. Para kasing nahihiya ako na siya parang inspired na nakaperfect sa quiz tapos ako hirap na hirap sa quiz ko. Kapag nadedepressed ako sa acads, di ako kumakain eh. Kasi nga diba, pakiramdam ko di ako deserving sa food. Di naman ako pumapayat. Basta ayun nalulungkot lang ako. Pero kahit papaano kaya naman. Tama naman...
Date a Guy Who Waits
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Date a guy who waits. Date that someone who has the patience to be with you no matter how long it takes for you to make a decision to give that yes to his proposal. He can never let you go and will do whatever it takes just to have a stable and healthy relationship with you.
He is someone who has determination that makes him standout among the rest of the crowd. He believes...
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I am thankful that there’s a person who makes me feel happy and special at the same time. I feel so loved. It is hard to understand me. I am the type of person who changes her mood frequently. One moment I get angry at you as if you are the person I hate the most in the world, the other moment I will act as if you are the luckiest person existing. Despite all of the moodswings, you managed...
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Minsan magugulat ka na lang na dumating na pala sa...
Tipong yung presensya lang niya, kuntento ka na. Nagagawa ka niyang pangitiin sa mga simpleng bagay na ginagawa niya. Bawat pag-aalala, pag-aalaga, at pag-eeffort niya para sayo, para bang namimilipit yung tiyan mo sa sobrang kilig. Kadalasan nga, nagsasakripisyo ka pa ng tulog dahil kapag kausap mo siya parang mabilis ang takbo ng oras. Handa kang itigil yung mga ginagawa mo kapag kailangan ka...
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I wanna be that girl.
crmzzgarcia:
The girl you can’t stop thinking about all the time. The only girl you ever want to talk to. The girl you talk to your friends about. The girl you introduce to your family. The girl you dream about growing old with and having a family. The girl that can actually put a real smile on your face and who makes you laugh until you cry. The girl you can be your complete self around. The...
Pagdating ko kagabi mula sa party, nakatulog kaagad ako. Kung hindi ko lang talaga close yung nagparty, baka hindi ako pumunta noon kasi isang oras lang tulog ko nun at galing pa ako sa school. Ayun around 7am nagising ako ngayon. May exam pa ako bukas kaso parang walang maabsorb utak ko at gusto ko matulog ulit. Kung pwede lang, mautulog ako buong araw. Pakiramdam ko kasi ipinagdadamot ng mga...
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I hope professors would know that their students have other subjects too. We, students, have a lot of things to do and it is quite impossible for us to focus on one subject alone. What’s difficult in our part is that profs would give us loads of school works which are impossible to finish especially if we have many other things to think of. They have been students too so I wonder why they...
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Minsan kapag maayos at exciting na ang takbo ng buhay mo sa labas ng tumblr, nakakawalang gana na palaging tumambay dito dahil alam mong mas marami kang aasikasuhin sa labas. Pakiramdam mo mas okay na gamitin mo ang oras mo sa labas kaysa magkwento ng magkwento. Oo, marami kang kwento na masaya o makabuluhan, pero naisip mo na hindi lahat gusto mong ishare sa iba. May mga bagay na ninanamnam mo...
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Kapag lalo akong kinakausap ng kaibigan ko tungkol sa problema, lalo akong naiiyak. Kanina kasi parang depressed talaga ako dahil sa acads (isa yun sa maraming rason kung bakit ako naiiyak), tapos sabi niya wag ko na raw isipin at bumawi na lang. Kaso hindi ko maiwasan. Tahimik na lang ako dahil ayoko mag-isip. Sabi niya “May aura ka. Nadedepressed ka, alam ko yan.” Wala lang talaga...
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Kapag espesyal ka sa akin, ayoko masyado na sinasabihan ka ng iba na namimiss ka niya o sasabihan mo siya na miss mo na siya. Ewan ko lang pero siguro may pagkapossessive ako. Ayoko nung nakakarinig ng mga ganung bagay. Sabihin ng selfish ako, pero selfish talaga ako. Hindi naman sa insecure o ano pero nakakainis lang pakinggan. Parang masakit sa tenga. Ayoko rin ng extra sweet ang isang tao sayo....
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I’ve been really tired lately. I’ve been doing a lot of things in school that I wanted to sleep the whole day. It seems like my brain finds it hard to function well to the load of work given to us. What’s worse is that there were times that I really tried to do my best but I end up getting the worst result. Maybe I have to fix something with my routine. As what my friend told me,...
There's always one person who'll make you smile...
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May mga bagay na kahit anong ingat ang gawin mo, nasisira kapag hinayaan mong may humawak na iba.
Kahit sandali lang yung oras na ipinaubaya mo ito sa iba, malaki ang tsansa na may mangyaring hindi inaasahan. Minsan nasasayang na lang bigla yung mga panahon na ginugol mo upang mapangalagaan ito dahil lang sa simpleng pangingialam ng ibang tao. Kung ayaw mo na may mangyaring hindi kanais-nais,...
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I could say say that my heart is beating faster than usual.
It has been two Valentine’s Day since I’ve been spending a lot of time with you. I could say that there is inconsistency between us but I guess every time that you make me feel special, I feel happy. I think both of us are crazy enough for having mood swings all the time. Despite that, I am proud to say that we’ve been...
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Me: Matutulog ka na ba? Text me na lang tomorrow if you already feel okay.
Him: Binabasa ko blog mo.
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Masaya yung pakiramdam na may nagmamahal sayo, may nagpapahalaga, at may nakakamiss sayo. Para bang may silbi ka sa mundo. Maaaring maramdaman mo yan sa espesyal na tao sa buhay mo, pamilya, o baka naman kaibigan. Kapag may taong nagpapahalaga sao, maging masaya ka dahil sinisimbolo nito na may nagawa kang impact sa buhay niya.
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Good morning.
I didn’t sleep since 6pm last night. I was not sleepy. I am currently at the school library waiting for my friends because we are going to have a bonding. Originally, I don’t have a class today. However, I went to school because I am going to meet up with my college barkada. It has been awhile since we have been together to go out and have a whole day bonding. I hope this would be fun.
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Dumarating talaga sa puntong nagmamahal tayo ng sobra-sobra. Nag-uumapaw na sa tingin mo nasasayang na lang lahat ng ginagawa mo. Pakiramdam mo na sobrang sineseryoso mo na at nakakalimutan mo ng tingnan ang ibang bagay sa paligid mo. Minsan nga magtataka ka pa kung bakit sa kanya pa. Pakiramdam mo ginagawa mo ang lahat para maging okay ang lahat, para lang magwork-out. Nakikita mo na ganun rin...
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Pag-ibig nga naman.
Friend: Ano ba dapat kong gawin?
Me: I know the right choice is to let go and find someone better but how could that be possible if for you siya na ang best diba? There's a chance that you'll find someone better pero mas iba pa rin impact kapag siya yung nagpapahalaga sayo.
Friend: Nahihirapan ako mgmoveon feeling ko kasi we are meant for each other kasi kahit lagi kami nagkakahiwalay, hinahanap pa din namin isat isa. I mean mas gusto namin na maging ok ulit kami kaysa maghanap ng iba haha
Me: Yun nga ang mahirap. If tingin niyo kayo na for each other, I guess both of you should talk about it and fix it. The problem is ayaw mo ikaw maginitiate kasi babae ka, at ang mas malaking nakakainis na prob is ayaw nya rin na sya kasi ang torpe nya or ewan ko sa kanya masyado lang siyang inconsistent.
Friend: Alam mo nakakainis kapag sa ibang guys, napipigilan ko sarili ko. Parang may magic. Pagdating sa kanya, wala akong magawa.
Me: Syempre. Mahal mo siya, sila hindi.
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Small things that can mean a lot to her
neilikha:
Telling her “I love you” everyday is not enough. Little actions of love and care strengthens a relationships.
Text her “good morning” and “good night”. It takes a few seconds and it can mean the world to her. She’ll sure have a great start of her day. Also, make sure that you end your day by not forgetting to text her good night.
Sharing. Sometimes we get so annoyed when they keep...
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It’s quite nice to know that there’s a person who …
Trusts you with all his problems. He would feel comfortable to tell you everything.
Tells you every small detail of the special events in his life. It makes you feel that he wanted you to know everything.
Never lies to you. He’d rather say the truth despite the risk that you’ll get angry.
Improves himself...
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Wala akong tulog kagabi dahil nag-aral ako.
Nahirapan ako sa exam. Para akong natutulala na ewan dahil hindi ko na alam kung paano sagutan. 40 questions/problems. 3 hours. Pagkatapos ng exam, para akong nanghina kasi sure na sobrang baba ako.
Hindi na ako naglunch. Sinundo ako ng dad ko. Pag-uwi ko, natulog na lang ako.
Nagising ako ng 6:30. Sabi ng kapatid ko umaga na raw. Nagulat ako pero...
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Yung feeling na biglang bangon ka sa kama dahil...
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One of the best feelings in the world comes from...
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I seldomly ask for a sign. But every time I do, it seems like it always ends up changing my decision. I am not sure if destiny has something to do with it wherein it always stops me from giving up. For once, I am going to ask for another sign. I do not know why I am doing this. Is it out of boredom, stress, or depression? I am not sure of it. It’s just that I do not know what to do anymore....
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Pagod.
Wala ako kahit isang oras na tulog kagabi dahil nga nag-aral ako para sa exam. Kahit papaano, may nasagot naman ako. Hindi nga lang lahat at may ilan doon na ibinase ko na lang sa intelligent guess. Gusto ko na talaga magpahinga. Kaso, may exam na naman bukas ng 8am. Dahil nga sobrang wala sa kondisyon yung katawan ko, pag-uwi ko ng 6pm nakatulog ako at kagigising ko lang. Goodluck naman diba?...
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Just woke up to study.
Grabe. Ang dami kong dapat sagutan para makapractice. Para akong nagpapalpitate sa sobrang kaba. Answered around 100 problems na at kinakabahan pa rin baka kasi mamental block. Wala pa ako masyado sa mood. I miss someone but when he wanted to talk to me few hours ago, I told him na wala ako sa mood at next time na kami magusap. I was expecting that he will do something about it. Unfortunately,...
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Yung mga taong gumaganda ang english pag nagagalit
Sobrang ako ‘to. Yung tipong dire-diretso yung pagsasalita or pagtetext mo at halos hindi mo maintindihan paano mo nagagawa yun.
Kapag through chat or text ako galit, wala pa atang 30 seconds nakapagtype na ako ng nobela na hate message in pure english with matching all caps pa.
Kapag naman sa phone or personal, para akong nahihighblood na ewan.
Okay ang dami kong dinagdag sa post na...
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I am the type of person who changes my mood...
One second I feel extremely happy, another second I feel so depressed. One thing could ruin my mood for the whole day. It could affect everything in my life. I actually hate myself for this kind of attitude. I could not separate things.
When I am happy, expect that you could see that in everything that I do. I could excel in everything without feeling too tired at all. I could do things which I...
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20th Birthday ♥
It was already planned that I am going to meet my friend Erika on my birthday at school. She dropped by at school to get her gradpic. She told me to meet her at Halftime. I arrived around 9:30am. She was rushing me to go inside to wait for our other bestfriend Joyce. According to Erika, Joyce just woke up. Say hello to the mastermind Erika.
I was surprised when I could hear voices singing Happy...
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Brown or Black Hair?
Nakakalungkot pala talaga kapag masyado kang nag-eexpect. Ang mahirap pa roon, hindi mo alam kung bakit hindi nangyari yung nasa isip mo. Naguguluhan ka kung bakit nagkaganoon. Talagang tama nga yung sinasabi nila na mas maganda kapag wala kang iniisip na kahit ano na mangyayari. Una, kapag natupad yun, mas masarap sa pakiramdam. Pangalawa, kung walang mangyari, at least di ka masasaktan.
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